Today i was thinking why do we blog or why do we post notes on facebook or something similar..are we telling the world who we are or what we think..is it for the world ??
No..it's for us when we want to express something that we generally cant do to the world..
Eg.. my last post on Ego..had i just called up my frnd n told him what i had written on the blog he would have said.." bc dimag mat kharab kar..kam ki bat kar.."..but his comments on the posts express that he liked the entry..!!
I vent out my thoughts or feelings on my blog ..my entries reflect my mood and state of mind..they reflect the phase of life i am going through..it's like writing online diary entries..which if ppl want can read or otherwise..!!
Now coming to my topic..
"The best mirror is an old friend." --George Herbert
Delete what was I meant to live for? I walk down the hall with two of my best friends on each side of me. A guy and a girl. I love them both like hell. I look to the gurl on the left. And I think this is a girl I can gossip with, this is a girl who will always be my friend. This is a girl I can talk to about my girl friend when I think about her. I truly love this girl. I look to the guy on the right . When I look at him I think this is a guy I can say anything to, who I can trust, who will always be friend, This is a guy who just likes keeping it real. I love how sweet and kind he is. I love listening to the silences when we talk on the phone. Oh how I miss those silences. I love laughing when he kills the conversations. You could say that the conversation was going to die in about 5 seconds and he would say less than that. I truly love this guy. These are 2 very special people in my life. When I look at these 2 people, I now know why I was meant to live. Now we continue to walk down these halls together and I am left with one question - I wonder what if i were to walk these halls alone?
"We do not so much need the help of our friends as the confidence of their help in need." -- Epicurus (3rd century B.C.)
So another question pops in my mind
Why do we fight on little things..so insignificant that we laugh later with our best friends or ppl close to us ..but have a fight on big things with strangers or ppl not so close to us..!!
think about it ??
Is it expectations-when we are close to someone we expect them to fullfill our expectations of them which are sometimes too much ..and we never tell them what we want ..we just expect them to realize and fullfill what we want..!! is it asking too much??
"Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe unto him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up." -- The Bible: Ecclesiastes 4:9-10.
I have had fights with my closest of friends over trivial issues like losing a game of cards (we both were a team)..to not able to meet him..to not able to send my car to drop him..to not able to go somewhere where she wanted..they have been small things but a big fight..we fight like hell with as much as inflated egos as probably we were 2 prime ministerial candidates..we dont talk for a few days or in one case a few months..and then it's back too normal with a stronger bond..with laughters and tears at the same moment (remember one thing : the person who is able to give u both at the same time..NEVER LOSE HIM/HER..value them more than ur life) regarding the fight..
I don't need a Hummer full of friends..but a rickshaw with a few close friends..these are the people who know me the best..they know my faults but cover it up with their kindness, they know what i lack but make it up with their strengths..
If i am down in life will they come forward..will they be there when i need them the most ..??
I know the answer in my heart and it brings a smile on my lips..!!
"My friend is he who will tell me my faults in private." -- Solomon Ibn Gabirol
"However rare true love may be, it is less so than true friendship." -- La Rochefoucauld (1665)
